How can one simple word be so hard to grasp? Recently I missed a skype call with my family for my brother, who only gets to do this every 6 months. Well one I know I screwed up the time, but my lovely sister claims she tried calling me which her own mother told me that was not the case and that she only tried making a skype call. Well that hurt me beyond belief. One that my own sister lied to me and that her out of all people would not call me, or call my husband if she couldn't get a hold of me or even try texting me to say hello where are you we are on this call with JJ. I know that things will get back to normal with us but it was been about a week and a half and I have not heard a peep from her. So instead she texts my husband to ask him if I am still mad at her and that she feels bad. I truly love my sister and I would do anything for her but the hurt has not completely gone away. Ugh! Forgiveness why are you so hard to grasp why is it so hard to just do it. It is so easy to say I forgive but do we truly forgive? I know there is the saying I can forgive but never forget. But I think the hurt speaks in my heart a little more on this one than anything. Please Lord help me forgive and forget on this one. Holding on to something does nothing but harm myself not the other person. Please help me be a good Christian and practice what I may preach.
Have a blessed day
Jocelyn
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