Treading on water.

This song puts in words how I am feeling right now.  I feel like I cannot get a grasp on reality right now.  Everything seems to be going wrong right now.  This past weekend I bumped a parked car and we offered to pay out of pocket for the fix (how I don't know yet since we live paycheck to paycheck as it is). Went to check on a friend's cats got all the way to her house and realized I didn't have the key to her house, had to go all the way home and back to her house again.  Almost dropped dinner walking that night as well.  Then to top it off my insurance company took money out of one of our bank account's when they weren't supposed to and it left with us with 100 for a week for gas and groceries (needless to say we are down to $1.21 woohoo so rich).  So now when I get paid this Friday we are already broke as a joke. On top of that there are so many things wrong with our house and we have no funds to get it done.  I know there are people out there worse off than us.  But this is just my place to vent and get over it.  Oh and did I mention I received a email last night and wow was I taken off my rocker on that email.  Needless to say it left me so confused and I don't want to be the person that jumps up and emails and messages to find out the issue.  Sometimes the not knowing is ok.  There are personal things that people don't need to know.  I have trust in the people in that situation and I trust that God will have everything work out for the best for those involved.  Now that I have let it all out I hope I can start having a better week and go with it and learn to laugh at horrible situations.



Have a blessed day



Jocelyn