Sometimes I just have to put things out there in this blog to get it off my chest so I can move on. I only hope some if not all of you can make sense of my crazy thoughts at times. So don't think oh my something is truly wrong with this girl it is just things I am feeling at the time and need to get them out of my head. I truly truly dislike the feeling I get when being left out in the dark. It is because I don't have kids and therefore don't get to be in what some would call the "cool crowd", or is it because my opinion really doesn't matter much or wouldn't change the outcome anyway? Is it because I am overwhelmed because of so many changes at one time in my life? Could it be all of the above? Yes it could be, but I truly hope not. I don't consider myself to be a major control freak but I guess in a sense I am sort of one. When I feel like I don't have control I seem to overwhelm myself with other things that are on the back burner to push the other feeling aside. God please help me through these feelings. I know with you on my side these things are petty and will only be a distant memory in the morning.
A quote from one of my favorite songs. Oceans by Hillsong
I will call upon Your name
And keep my eyes above the waves
When oceans rise my soul will rest in your embrace
For I am Yours and You are mine
Jocelyn
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