Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Do you laugh, cry, or just shrug your shoulders?

Recently I realized that a few people I thought I have built friendships with deleted me off Facebook.  I know I shouldn't take some things so personally but it does truly hurt my feelings.  The reason is because they no longer go to my church (well at least I hope that is the reason), I have never had a argument with any of these people and yet boom out of my life just like that.  I am trying to find the humor in this I really am and trusting that God brings people in your life and takes them out for a reason unknown to us sometimes.  But I do have a hard time when not only people delete me from their life but completely start ignoring me for no reason.  With going from being a part of a group with  "so called friendships"  to only learn they all talked about me behind my back and made fun of me.  Then to become part of a great church and form again "so called friendships" only for them to get mad about changes that will only better the church and leave and also delete our friendship.  It would be easy for me to say that's it I throw in the towel and will become a hermit.  But then I ask myself how will I accomplish Jesus' work if I do that?!  I think that I need to just realize that I am going to continue what I feel is one of my purposes at my church in leading the greeters and pray that all those find peace in their life and continue to lead a Christian life.  If only I had a glimpse into God's plan for me life would be a cake walk.  But I know that is not going to happen so I will strive everyday to be the best that I can be and know that I can walk with my head up.

Have a blessed day

Jocelyn

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