Topic of conversation around the office today has been up and down. Of course it touched a bit on homsecxuality, but the main part was God is a very very selish person and he does not really want anyone to be happy. I have a very hard time believing this, yes God wants to be selfish in the matter that he comes first in your life. But in him brings happiness. I cannot begin to think that he truly doesn't want happiness for anyone. If that was the case we would all literally walk around in a zombie like trance. The act of free will is so that we as individual's can have our own personal relationship with God and have the mutual understanding with him on what he expects from us and how we choose to go about that. If we want to strive at it so he is not dissapointed in us or whether we choose to walk away and ignore him. I truly feel in my heart that with God happiness will come. For me to truly be happy and feel joy is to feel God in my everyday life. But with the people in my office who are big time stubborn they will not listen to me when I even peep up to comment. Maybe it is because they know they both know the bible better than me, but I am the one who is trying to learn more everyday about God and make my bond with him stronger. Sometimes I feel that my voice gets lost when I try to speak on God's behalf but maybe that's because he knows it is a battle I may not win or lose but I am need elsewhere.
Have a blessed day
Jocelyn
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