Wednesday, March 25, 2015

Tears

I am not sure what is actually happening this week.  But it all started Sunday at church when I felt a over whelming since of the Holy Spirit.  The Holy Spirit has not left me yet this week.  Yesterday & today when I was having my personal time in prayer with the Lord I have come to tears.  Yesterday the Lord put on my heart that this soon to be marriage my brother is jumping into is going to be OK.  I have to throw all my concerns about it and have complete faith.  I will be the rock my brother and soon to be sister in law need instead of being the negative person in their life.  There was other prayers in there but I am not going to get into all those personal ones here.  Today while I was having my daily prayer I asked the Lord to give my grandpa a hug and for me and it literally brought the tears on for some reason.  I miss that man everyday he was the father figure in my life and I am grateful that my last words to him were I Love You!  I know it would be weird for me to tell everyone on my life Love you when I hang up or am saying goodbye when I see them.  But I feel that need everyone who means something needs to know how much I truly care for them.  Whether I know you personally or not please know that each and everyone of you is in my life for a reason, God wanted us to cross paths and for that I am grateful for everything you do.

Love,

Jocelyn

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