Getting dragged through the mud

This is a vent post about how aggravated I am about my life right now.  I just wish for once in my life I could start a nest egg in the bank to have in case of emergencies.  I really am at my wits end with being completely broke.  Things that need to be done and things that we wish to do in life is completely not even reachable because for some reason something out there is against me.  I do not know how I can handle this feeling anymore.  I am seriously at my wits end with always being broke (don't worry I am not going to harm myself).  I can pray that God helps me out and I know everything is on his time but I am right now getting impatient and I do not like this feeling.  Please anyone who reads this pray for me and my husband.  Also, pray that something loosens up and I can live comfortable without feeling how am I going to survive this week without money.  I try and give more at church and have been doing better the past few weeks but now that my awesome bank has decided to charge me over 100 for insufficient funds for one thing and left us with only 23 dollars for a week and neither one of us has gotten gas for our cars yet.  I am seriously panicing right now.  Sorry if I am full of self doubt right now.